"And there is forever.
With the fear of loss and a presage of doom,
happiness has a texture of permanence,
even though it’s no more than the reflection of eternity
in the mirror of desires."
"It’s a young man, naked, sculpted,
fit as Michelangelo’s David.
A wisp of melancholy lingered
in the outer corners of his translucent eyes,
a slight cruelty looming under them.
These eyes look at you with blasé elegance
or look away with sad contempt.
Everything on him conflicts with each other,
and every photo is stunning with contrasts.
His eyes are not conventionally pretty,
but as a whole, they make this man perfectly imperfect,
a masterpiece done by chance.
This face exudes both
boyishness and lust,
brutality and sadness,
nonchalance and sensibility—
a face that combines every look of lies.
The model sits on a bed, smiling. It’s the kind of smile that appears only when
you try to memorize what is in front of you,
what strikes you at once that
you will live on it for the
rest of your life."
LEONARDO is a young artist's cut-throat adventure to God and fame through two distinctive lovers and a family tragedy. The novel discloses that only after one experiences a worldly and selfish love can one know the love of God. Meanwhile, it delves into the tragedy of having everything life has to offer too early.
SUN AND SNOW
Winter is hateful
Take away the color
gone with all hopes
the trampled slush
sand hardens the chill
Crows are the bald tree's leaves
No complacence in their song
Are they missing the autumn as I am
Do they feel sorry
for their blackness
just like I've been tired of permanence
in the lust for things that won't last
Why the apocalypse waits so long?
cruel for being late
for the days when we were happy
I was a prisoner
is the past where
diamonds blaze like summer
overthrows the sun
Either they cheat in Bible
or Heaven is in chaos
with no lights on
Now you know why angels dressing white
God is stingy after all
you gotta borrow fire from you old warm
He's sweeping the dustless street
glowing like a lightbulb in daytime
outside my drowned window
blue and intact
I vote down the scheme of suicide
but wake up and find
I was dead